Laura Ellen

    To all fighters and survivors

    Tuesday, June 17, 2008, 09:38 AM EST [General]

    Upon entering Blockbuster yesterday, I came across several movies that sparked my interest.  But there is one in particular, that appeared to be more prominent over the others.  Generally I am completely biased against movies about Cancer, but for whatever reason I decided to put my problems aside and rent this one.  To make it a long story short, the movie was phenomenal.  "Bucket List" demonstrates true growth and discovery in the life of a cancer patient.  The story line was quite gripping for me, as I'm sure it would be for the rest of you. 

    You see, I jump back and forth between being grateful for my disease, and despising it with every bone in my body.  There's a large part of me that can only dream of what it would be like to have a life free of cancer and live as a normal 'kid'.  There's another part of me though that is thankful for the doors that it has closed and the doors it has opened,  as well as the relationships I have built with you. But each day is different, and despite the fact that I'm in remission... Cancer still rules over me and controls my perceptions/feelings on suffering and on living.  The honorable author C.S. Lewis once said, "We read to know we're not alone."  I found this statement to be true for movies as well last night , after having watched the "Bucket List."  And that is the truth in why I rented that particular movie.  Not for the pleasure of watching it, or my appreciation for Jack Nicholson's smart-ass personality... but it was merely to know I wasn't alone.  Afterall isn't that the reason we are all members of Life Linkage?  Isn't that the reason we post the details of our battles, medical updates, and emotional progresses day in and day out? I believe so ladies and gentlemen.  So blessed be the tide that binds.

    God Bless my fellow comrades

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    Laura,

    Your cancer wisdom never ceases to amaze me. I literally had to take a moment when I crossed this sentence:

    "After all isn't that the reason we are all members of Life Linkage?"

    When I started this network, I wanted young adults all over the world to know that they were not alone and it feels awesome to hear you say it. You are an amazing woman; please keep those wise words a flowin!

    You’re Admirer,

    Preston
    Founder, LifeLinkage.com

    Preston
    June 17, 2008
    10:10 AM EST

    I will be sure to check it out. Another good cancer movie is "Here on Earth". Lele Sobieski, Josh Hartnett and Chris Kline are in it and it hit really close to home. The cancer in the movie is the same I was diagnosed with and it exposed every fear I have had about it. Thanks again for the movie suggestion!

    Katie
    June 20, 2008
    10:19 AM EST

    My friend, you truly are wise in the world, especially for a younger person (I'm speaking as though I'm a senior citizen...lol). But seriously, you have such insight and I only wish that I has half the insight that you do. I'm very envious of you Laura. Please keep sharing your wisdom and views with us, it really helps though not only the cancer part of life, but life in general.


    Jake

    Jake
    July 22, 2008
    08:42 PM EST

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